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So, Anyways, Please don't get offended by the language I'm about to use, I'm in a need of venting.
Dear Half Brother,
YOU SELFISH ARROGANT BASTARD, I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT YOU AREN'T GOD AND I FOR ONE DO NOT GIVE A FLYING FUCK ABOUT WHAT YOU THINK. OKAY? WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE WALKING THROUGH THIS HOUSE THINKING YOU'RE THE FUCKING SHIT WHEN YOU AREN'T EVEN THE ONE PAYING FOR IT YOU SPINELESS CUNT. I HOPE YOU BURN IN HELL. JUST BECAUSE YOU'RE OLDER DOESN'T MEAN YOUR ALWAYS RIGHT, BECAUSE RIGHT NOW, YOU'RE ACTING LIKE SUCH A DUMB ASS, I CAN'T EVEN FIND THE RIGHT WORDS TO DESCRIBE HOW STUPID YOU ARE. STOP THINKING ABOUT HOW THINGS WILL BENEFIT YOU AND YOUR FAGGOT SPOUSE YOU FUCKS. YOU FUCKING SHOW OFF "EXPENSIVE THINGS" THAT YOU PROBABLY EBAY-ED YOU CHEAP BASTARD. JUST BECAUSE YOU DON'T MAKE A LOT OF MONEY, YOU FEEL THE NEED TO BRAG ABOUT EVERY "EXPENSIVE" THING YOU BUY. YOU DISGUST ME YOU FUCK. IT'S NOT MY FAULT THAT YOU'RE FUCKING POOR, LIKE SERIOUSLY, IF YOU'RE POOR GO WORK. IDGAF ANYMORE.
Dear Half-Brother's Wife,
YOU AND YOUR HUSBAND ARE BOTH SELFISH BASTARDS AND YOU KNOW WHAT, WHEN I MOVE OUT I WILL NEVER EVER SPEAK TO YOU PEOPLE AT ALL. OKAY? YOU ARE NOT PART OF THE FAMILY, AND YOU NEVER WILL YOU GAIJIN. YOU TWO FACED COCK MUNCH. I HATE YOU SO MUCH. YOU AND MY BROTHER CAN GO FUCK YOURSELVES WITH SOMETHING HARD AND SANDPAPER-Y. WAS IT MY OR MY MOM'S FAULT THAT YOU TWO ARE SO FUCKING GREEDY TO BUY 2 LUXURY CARS AND GET PREGNANT? YEAH YOU'RE FUCKING IN THE HOLE 80 THOUSAND DOLLARS AND IT'S OUR FAULT WHY? WE PAY YOUR MOTHER FUCKING RENT SO LEARN YOUR PLACE YOU DIPSHIT. YOU HAVE NO FUCKING RIGHT TALKING ABOUT MY MOTHER THAT WAY, YOU'RE LUCKY MY BROTHER'S AROUND ALL THE TIME OR I WOULD HAVE EMBOSSED MY PALM ON YOUR FAGGOT FACE A LONG TIME AGO YOU CHEAP SKANK. I WILL NEVER ACCEPT YOU INTO THE FAMILY. I HONESTLY WHOLE HEARTEDLY HATE YOU WITH A PASSION THAT RUNS THROUGH MY VEINS. YOU DON'T THINK I CAN HEAR WHAT YOU SAY BETWEEN THESE PAPER THIN WALLS? YOU CHEAP SKANK JUST BECAUSE YOU FUCKED UP YOUR LIFE DOESN'T MEAN YOU TAKE IT OUT ON PEOPLE YOU CUNT.
For my mother,
LEARN WHICH SIDE YOU'RE ON. OKAY? I KNOW HE'S YOUR SON BUT HE TREATS YOU LIKE SHIT, I DON'T HAVE TO DEAL WITH HIS CRAP IF YOU'D MOVE US ALREADY. HE RUINED MY FUCKING LIFE, MAKING ME MOVE ALL THE WAY TO BUTTFUCK MT. PROSPECT AWAY FROM MY FRIENDS, AND THE SCHOOL WHERE I'M SUPPOSE TO BE IN GIFTED PROGRAMS, ACCEL CLASSES, WHERE I COULD END UP IN A GOOD FUCKING COLLEGE AND ACTUALLY DO SOMETHING WITH MY BUTTFUCK LIFE. I KEPT A LOT OF SECRETS FROM YOU BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT YOU TO FEEL LIKE YOU WEREN'T CAPABLE OF PROTECTING ME FROM PEOPLE HURTING ME. BUT I AM SO FED UP WITH EVERYTHING. I AM JUST DONE. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO TELL YOU PEOPLE ANYMORE. FFS. IM ONLY 14, WHY DO OTHER KIDS MY AGE NOT HAVE TO DEAL WITH ALL THIS CRAP. I KNOW WE AREN'T THE RICHEST FAMILY, BUT I WOULDN'T CARE, BUT IF YOU ALL WOULD STOP BEING BUTTFUCKS ABOUT MONEY, THEN WE MIGHT ACTUALLY WORK, BUT FUCKING NO, YOU PEOPLE CHOOSE TO LET MONEY RULE YOUR LITTLE LIVES, WELL FUCK. THAT.
YOU PEOPLE HAVE RUINED ME EMOTIONALLY AND MENTALLY. I HOPE YOU KNOW THAT.
THE SECOND I TURN 18, I'M LEAVING YOU ALL TO WALLOW IN YOUR GREEDINESS.
I'm sorry, I just need to get some things off my chest. >_>
Dear Half Brother,
YOU SELFISH ARROGANT BASTARD, I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT YOU AREN'T GOD AND I FOR ONE DO NOT GIVE A FLYING FUCK ABOUT WHAT YOU THINK. OKAY? WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE WALKING THROUGH THIS HOUSE THINKING YOU'RE THE FUCKING SHIT WHEN YOU AREN'T EVEN THE ONE PAYING FOR IT YOU SPINELESS CUNT. I HOPE YOU BURN IN HELL. JUST BECAUSE YOU'RE OLDER DOESN'T MEAN YOUR ALWAYS RIGHT, BECAUSE RIGHT NOW, YOU'RE ACTING LIKE SUCH A DUMB ASS, I CAN'T EVEN FIND THE RIGHT WORDS TO DESCRIBE HOW STUPID YOU ARE. STOP THINKING ABOUT HOW THINGS WILL BENEFIT YOU AND YOUR FAGGOT SPOUSE YOU FUCKS. YOU FUCKING SHOW OFF "EXPENSIVE THINGS" THAT YOU PROBABLY EBAY-ED YOU CHEAP BASTARD. JUST BECAUSE YOU DON'T MAKE A LOT OF MONEY, YOU FEEL THE NEED TO BRAG ABOUT EVERY "EXPENSIVE" THING YOU BUY. YOU DISGUST ME YOU FUCK. IT'S NOT MY FAULT THAT YOU'RE FUCKING POOR, LIKE SERIOUSLY, IF YOU'RE POOR GO WORK. IDGAF ANYMORE.
Dear Half-Brother's Wife,
YOU AND YOUR HUSBAND ARE BOTH SELFISH BASTARDS AND YOU KNOW WHAT, WHEN I MOVE OUT I WILL NEVER EVER SPEAK TO YOU PEOPLE AT ALL. OKAY? YOU ARE NOT PART OF THE FAMILY, AND YOU NEVER WILL YOU GAIJIN. YOU TWO FACED COCK MUNCH. I HATE YOU SO MUCH. YOU AND MY BROTHER CAN GO FUCK YOURSELVES WITH SOMETHING HARD AND SANDPAPER-Y. WAS IT MY OR MY MOM'S FAULT THAT YOU TWO ARE SO FUCKING GREEDY TO BUY 2 LUXURY CARS AND GET PREGNANT? YEAH YOU'RE FUCKING IN THE HOLE 80 THOUSAND DOLLARS AND IT'S OUR FAULT WHY? WE PAY YOUR MOTHER FUCKING RENT SO LEARN YOUR PLACE YOU DIPSHIT. YOU HAVE NO FUCKING RIGHT TALKING ABOUT MY MOTHER THAT WAY, YOU'RE LUCKY MY BROTHER'S AROUND ALL THE TIME OR I WOULD HAVE EMBOSSED MY PALM ON YOUR FAGGOT FACE A LONG TIME AGO YOU CHEAP SKANK. I WILL NEVER ACCEPT YOU INTO THE FAMILY. I HONESTLY WHOLE HEARTEDLY HATE YOU WITH A PASSION THAT RUNS THROUGH MY VEINS. YOU DON'T THINK I CAN HEAR WHAT YOU SAY BETWEEN THESE PAPER THIN WALLS? YOU CHEAP SKANK JUST BECAUSE YOU FUCKED UP YOUR LIFE DOESN'T MEAN YOU TAKE IT OUT ON PEOPLE YOU CUNT.
For my mother,
LEARN WHICH SIDE YOU'RE ON. OKAY? I KNOW HE'S YOUR SON BUT HE TREATS YOU LIKE SHIT, I DON'T HAVE TO DEAL WITH HIS CRAP IF YOU'D MOVE US ALREADY. HE RUINED MY FUCKING LIFE, MAKING ME MOVE ALL THE WAY TO BUTTFUCK MT. PROSPECT AWAY FROM MY FRIENDS, AND THE SCHOOL WHERE I'M SUPPOSE TO BE IN GIFTED PROGRAMS, ACCEL CLASSES, WHERE I COULD END UP IN A GOOD FUCKING COLLEGE AND ACTUALLY DO SOMETHING WITH MY BUTTFUCK LIFE. I KEPT A LOT OF SECRETS FROM YOU BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT YOU TO FEEL LIKE YOU WEREN'T CAPABLE OF PROTECTING ME FROM PEOPLE HURTING ME. BUT I AM SO FED UP WITH EVERYTHING. I AM JUST DONE. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO TELL YOU PEOPLE ANYMORE. FFS. IM ONLY 14, WHY DO OTHER KIDS MY AGE NOT HAVE TO DEAL WITH ALL THIS CRAP. I KNOW WE AREN'T THE RICHEST FAMILY, BUT I WOULDN'T CARE, BUT IF YOU ALL WOULD STOP BEING BUTTFUCKS ABOUT MONEY, THEN WE MIGHT ACTUALLY WORK, BUT FUCKING NO, YOU PEOPLE CHOOSE TO LET MONEY RULE YOUR LITTLE LIVES, WELL FUCK. THAT.
YOU PEOPLE HAVE RUINED ME EMOTIONALLY AND MENTALLY. I HOPE YOU KNOW THAT.
THE SECOND I TURN 18, I'M LEAVING YOU ALL TO WALLOW IN YOUR GREEDINESS.
I'm sorry, I just need to get some things off my chest. >_>
Devious Journal Entry
https://restartmyheartx3.tumblr.com/
COME CHILDREN. FOLLOW ME.<3
Today, I smiled.
So, I like this boy.
I almost got "abducted" with my friends on saturday at a local grocery store. The cashier made us stay in the store until they were sure that the 5 creepy old guys were gone.
I was telling him the story, and why I was a mess. Somewhere in our conversation, I told him about my past, getting raped and everything, and about how I really feel about myself.
Today, he told me how unselfish I was, and how I helped people out, and how I had so much potential in life. I said that I was a lost cause, and he told me I wasn't, for if I was, he would be too. He knew about my family issues, and today he told me if I ever needed hi
And so it dawned on me.
We go through life seeing, meeting, talking to and about people.
We listen to them talking about their hardships, we try to empathize with them as much as we can, we even think we have them figured out, but in all honestly, we cannot fully grasp the essence of who, what and how they are. No matter how many hours we spend listening to them talk about their woes and worries, we will never see things the way they do. We can try, but we can never do. We don't see, feel, or think they way they do, in that sense we can never be them, never see things the way they do, or feel things they way they do.
When we look at a stranger, we imagine how thei
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I do NOT even want to know what I did last night,
all I know is when I woke up this morning, I had a jammed finger a broken phone and the feeling like the world is going to end whenever someone yells. x_x
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Aww sweetie I am so sorry you have to go through this. I am really hope that this rant helped you get it off your chest and make you feel better. If you want to talk you know you can always note me.