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Sorry I haven't submitted anything in a while,
Reasons: My family is falling apart, Splitting up, I try to be out of the house as much as possible, I'm moving, my camera broke, and I am broke as a joke.
I literally have 25 cents to my name in my bank account ;~;
Everytime I leave my house and take a bus somewhere so I can get away from everything,
I'm not even sure if I have money to get back home.
Oh well, Life is what it is.
Still need to buy a laptop, camera, and speakers for my ipod since music is mostly the only thing getting me through this. Haha, I need a job or something. But I'm only 15. ._.
Reasons: My family is falling apart, Splitting up, I try to be out of the house as much as possible, I'm moving, my camera broke, and I am broke as a joke.
I literally have 25 cents to my name in my bank account ;~;
Everytime I leave my house and take a bus somewhere so I can get away from everything,
I'm not even sure if I have money to get back home.
Oh well, Life is what it is.
Still need to buy a laptop, camera, and speakers for my ipod since music is mostly the only thing getting me through this. Haha, I need a job or something. But I'm only 15. ._.
Devious Journal Entry
https://restartmyheartx3.tumblr.com/
COME CHILDREN. FOLLOW ME.<3
Today, I smiled.
So, I like this boy.
I almost got "abducted" with my friends on saturday at a local grocery store. The cashier made us stay in the store until they were sure that the 5 creepy old guys were gone.
I was telling him the story, and why I was a mess. Somewhere in our conversation, I told him about my past, getting raped and everything, and about how I really feel about myself.
Today, he told me how unselfish I was, and how I helped people out, and how I had so much potential in life. I said that I was a lost cause, and he told me I wasn't, for if I was, he would be too. He knew about my family issues, and today he told me if I ever needed hi
And so it dawned on me.
We go through life seeing, meeting, talking to and about people.
We listen to them talking about their hardships, we try to empathize with them as much as we can, we even think we have them figured out, but in all honestly, we cannot fully grasp the essence of who, what and how they are. No matter how many hours we spend listening to them talk about their woes and worries, we will never see things the way they do. We can try, but we can never do. We don't see, feel, or think they way they do, in that sense we can never be them, never see things the way they do, or feel things they way they do.
When we look at a stranger, we imagine how thei
o_e [In need of good venting]
So, Anyways, Please don't get offended by the language I'm about to use, I'm in a need of venting.
Dear Half Brother,
YOU SELFISH ARROGANT BASTARD, I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT YOU AREN'T GOD AND I FOR ONE DO NOT GIVE A FLYING FUCK ABOUT WHAT YOU THINK. OKAY? WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE WALKING THROUGH THIS HOUSE THINKING YOU'RE THE FUCKING SHIT WHEN YOU AREN'T EVEN THE ONE PAYING FOR IT YOU SPINELESS CUNT. I HOPE YOU BURN IN HELL. JUST BECAUSE YOU'RE OLDER DOESN'T MEAN YOUR ALWAYS RIGHT, BECAUSE RIGHT NOW, YOU'RE ACTING LIKE SUCH A DUMB ASS, I CAN'T EVEN FIND THE RIGHT WORDS TO DESCRIBE HOW STUPID YOU ARE. STOP THINKING ABOUT HOW THINGS W
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i'm sorry- i hope things start looking up
i'm sorry- i hope things start looking up